What it takes to be a Man

The question that has been plaguing me ever since I hit 21. Most of this has to do with my own self-expectations. All this while my perception of Manhood is one of maturity and perfection. My image of a Man is one who is graceful, charismatic, wise and fit; none of which fit my description. The person I want to be is not the person I am. Yet is it too much to want to be such a person? Is it wrong to want to possess such qualities?

Sure I do have my own good points but none of them measure up to the person I want to be. It almost seems as if this is just an ideal and such attaining such a standard is impossible. This is often the source of my insecurities. Am I not Man enough to be suitable for a sustainable relationship? Am I not Man enough to be the pillar in my family? All my shortcomings and mistakes seem to deny me this status. I keep committing silly mistakes that I regret even though I try to be the best that I am.

Yet I still struggle on despite my numerous failures in almost every aspect in my life. Yet I still try to reach for the goal. I don't even know if I'm trying, as I am swept off into that unescapable torrent called school. In the end, Man may just really be one who keeps trying and never gives up, one who keeps trying his best at everything he does.

Personalising this place!

Well I've decided to use this webbie as my personal blog now. Thanks to Brad and the module to give me a good kick in the arse to start writing.

Things to look out for in the future:
1) My current philosophies on life and relationships.
2) My dreams and aspirations.
3) My viewpoint on certain issues.
4) Little snippets on this geek called woody/moonkey.

Now... out with the creative pen!